Friday, 29 May 2020

Not just Yet



An oddly coloured shadow
Looking up from down below
Questions unanswered, sorrow spent
Answers, that nothing meant

I think of you when I'm sleeping
Only to wake up screaming, weeping
Endless sleep & hours of waking
Courage broken & arms aching

I think but I cannot feel
A forgotten squirrel's squeal
Whispered nothings, a fleeting smile
Be mine, even if for just a while

An unmending, aching heart
Forgiven, unmoved, lovers part
I gaze lovingly at the stars
And you; deep gaping scars

A trail of unkissed gold
An unloved woman, bold
I dream of the paths forgotten
The unquierving gaze of lustful men

I laugh, I pray, I hope,
Shattered sandcastles, I mope
I want to escape it all
But then, I hear you call

It's forever or all for nothing
Broken notes; fallen angels sing
Drawing close, soothing zephyr
I promise I'll keep you forever
Nu

Kill ME



Why does the heart want what it wants?
Even the impossible, an array it flaunts
The forbidden fruit is always the sweetest
Loving greetings exchanged in jest

He pushed me off a cliff
Of his intention, not a whiff
He left me hanging, staring
Into an abyss; a semblance of caring

My heart ripped to shreds
Unconquered rivers, towns & heads
Driving me to maim, hurt & kill
And 'twas just for a thrill